You see people???
This is how it all goes....
No matter what I say
No matter what I do
No one care to give me a chance
No one care to hear how I feel
All you do is say
"DO U KNOW HOW I FEEL WHEN U DO THIS AND THAT?!?!?"
And can you stop calling her Fuck???
And even if it's was dated back in 5th
it still had been said
and it made it worse cos thats how u have been thinking since 5th
right???
And Lyching Be4 you say all that
Do u think u have been gd to me???
Do u think u guys appreciate me when I took so much care of u???
Do u notice that whenever u all went out for anything
I'm the last guy that pop out in ur mind????
Yes, you may deny it....
But thats how I think it was last year
and 2 years ago
Lyching.......
Have you ever thought of calling me or even msg me just to talk???
I always feel left out from all of you
I always try to get involve as much as possible
And I nvr complaint or even say anything
And I try to be everyone's friend
and now
I start distancing myself from u guys without noticing it
you guys start doing this
you know what my friend said about you guys last year????
he ask me:'how can u let ur classmate take advantage of u like tat??'
I did not think much of it then
but now.........
is that really what friends should be???
only start to appreciate one presence when the one was threatening
to leave them???
is tthat really fair to me???
everyone is like saying how destiny cloud my judgement
but no
she did not
I was just very happy at the moment that
I forgot about the people around me
Yes,its my fault
And you guys scold me like crazy
And did I scold u guys back???
I even repeatedly said sorry
When u all say things about my gf
All I could do is quietly listen
Do u know how bad it made me feel to hear u ppl talking about her???
Do u think i have no feeling when u say:'I really dun like her'???
Slow down your thoughts and think
Have you guys ever consider my feelings on this matter????
Have you asked how bad i feel???
Did you guys consider to apologise to me???
And all I can do now is say sorry and this is what I get for doing so
you can use the word e5ers so easily
have you notice that I nvr use any word of the sort???
its because I respect and admire it
and when u say u are ashamed that I'm a ex-e5er
Do u know how much it pains my heart???
You always say things that break my heart during
these 2 years of friendship
Dun ask me what those are......
And i never complain
I quietly let it past like how a big bro should be
And be4 I said i dun care about you
do u remember what you said????
here's how i think its goes
'HAVE YOU EVER FUCKING THINK HOW I FEEL??"
then u left the conversation
now......
have you ever???



(Btw her name is Destiny,QiXin is her chinese name.It's a name her mum gave her and if you are not happy pls look for her mum)